殚精竭虑，寝食自安。

1. CS50-Scratch作业
2. 看CS50第一课
3. dsan作业
4. 练习TOEFL
5. scrapy文档 - 试着扒1-2个网站
6. FCC 把第一部分完成
7. 录视频
8. 开爬虫会议

妈逼的，Gu这个傻逼直接把tg上的聊天全部删除了，真够傻逼的。这种几把公司搞得这么神秘，牛逼什么呢？真傻逼。我要找正经的、可以锻炼本领的工作，不要再用ai骗我自己了。

我现在的所有的情绪都涌到胸中，我还是无法释怀，CS50给我带来的震撼和编程的乐趣，和目前生存的压力和功利的目标强烈冲突，我的气浮在胸中，难以平静。

我到底该怎么样呢？现在没人能帮我，除非我沉下心来。这是对你自己心性的锻炼。如果连这一点挫折都克服不了，我还有什么资格凌驾于任何风险和困难之上呢？市场本身就是一个双向选择的过程，我要尽我自己所能，先积累经验和项目经历。

我不相信，如果你沉下心，像之前的前端JioJio一样，打造一个那样的个人网站，会没有饭吃。你现在还是太浮躁了，在技能不够扎实、不够硬的前提下，你还想要找到全职来压榨你自己时间的、兑换金钱的工作，这是天方夜谭。

目前的策略：联系career office，先找一份能养活我自己的工作。先活下来，边活边去找我的发展方向，不断学习。现在的压力还是太少了，生活缺少资本主义职场的纪律性。Sanctum这种野鸡公司没什么值得留恋的，你应该集中精力把之前的ifcommune做起来。

Jay说得对，不要看到什么工具就想着去用，先去学原理。只有耐下性子学原理，我才有可能按住随时爆发的冲动。Sanctum真傻逼啊，真的傻逼。给我机会，然后直接离开，这人也是真傻逼。我不能再在背弃我的理想的情况下去妥协，找钱，出卖尊严的第一步就是做叛徒，做了叛徒就再也不可能回头的。Gu这种背弃人的态度，跟币圈短线逐利的态度是一致的，你指望这些人对你有什么情感吗？那就去他妈的这些傻逼吧。

ifcommune应该和Malloy的资源网站一样，把各种我正在学的东西全部汇总起来：

https://malloyindustries.com/

Career Development Resources

All of the resources in this module are optional to help you navigate your career and roles along the way.

1. If you need help finding your next full-time job, then browse these open roles, job boards, and resume/cover letter templates

• If you are considering going to any type of graduate school, then I strongly recommend you gain at least 2 years of professional experience before going back to school and read through my MBA Advice
• If you are interested in a career path that involves mergers and acquisitions (M&A), then save a copy of this M&A Venture Scorecard Framework and M&A Due Diligence Checklist
• If you are interested in a career path that involves clean tech or climate, then browse this massive list of resources on So You Want to Work in Climate
• If you are interested in a career path that involves software engineering, then read all of my COSC 355 Software Engineering Notes because the entire class was centered around lessons from the book The Mythical Man-Month: Essays on Software Engineering by Fred Brooks
• If you are curious about personal investing, then read the advice and book recommendations from my “smart money guy” friends Re: Advice for College Freshman to Learn About Investing
• If you are curious about lifestyle investing and passive income streams, then read The Lifestyle Investor by Justin Donald and the Lifestyle Investor PDF Resources
• If you want to better understand how your CliftonStrengths map to career paths, then read these articles on How to Improve Your Career Development and Does a Specific Career Best Match My CliftonStrengths Results?
• If you want to lift others up as you advance in your career, then read this article on 10 Competencies to Lift Others Up
• If you want to feel better job satisfaction, then watch this 5-minute video about Maslow’s Hierarchy of Needs for customers, employees, and investors and pay attention to the three levels for employees to make sure your needs are met
• If you want to better manage your schedule, then read this post on Maker’s Schedule, Manager’s Schedule
• If you want to work at Deloitte, then watch this Interview with Prof Malloy About Deloitte Experience
• If you want to build a career in product management, then read these product management materials
• If you want to work in private equity, then follow Codie Sanchez on all the social media platforms
• If you want to retire early, then learn about Financial Independence, Retire Early (FIRE)
• If you want to learn how to automate and delegate your work, then review Prof Malloy’s Reclaim Your Freedom and Time by Delegating and Automating Your Business at DC Startup Week Slides
• If you want to be a digital nomad, then learn how to Work From Anywhere in the World Online
• If you want to better understand how you respond to internal and external accountability commitments, then take Gretchen Rubin’s 4 Tendencies Quiz
• If you want to see what the future looks like, then read how to Prepare for the Insight Age with AI
• If you need help with overthinking and indecisiveness, then discover One-way & Two-way Door Decisions
• If you want to look up any business vocabulary word, then search on Investopedia
• If you want to be Unstoppable, then memorize UPERSIST
• If you want better time management, then read Optimizing Your Schedule: Practical Strategies for Makers and Managers and 5 Advanced Time Blocking Strategies
• If you want to explore the world, then sign up for an Under 30 Experiences trip.
• If you want to become a better negotiator, then read 5 Winning Negotiation Tactics and use the Chris Voss GPT
• If you want to become a better leader, then read this Wooden on Leadership Book Summary
• If you want to learn about fundraising, investor pitch decks, and how to talk to investors, then sign up for my free fundraising advice email series
• If you need to evaluate every aspect of a job offer, then apply the Job Variables To Consider Exercise
• If you want to explore how to pivot into a different career, then try these Jenny Blake Pivot Coaching Resources

 Role Specific Resources

If you are in a role that needs…

• To create Excel spreadsheets, then study these Excel cheat sheet resources, watch these Excel Wizard in Minutes Videos, play with these Excel Exercises or complete these Excel video training from Microsoft
• To create PowerPoint slides, then save copies of these PowerPoint templates and bookmark SlidesGo.comfor more Google Slides templates
• To conduct research on competitor analysis, then save a copy of this Example Competitor Analysis to leverage the column structure for analyzing competitors of your company
• To do customer discovery interviews or plan to start your own company in the future, make sure you leverage this customer discovery toolkit
• To map out your customer’s journey, then save a copy of this Customer Journey Map Template
• To improve the company’s messaging and brand, then collaborate with your colleagues to complete the two worksheets to Audit Your Brand to Transform Your Marketing
• To prepare meeting agendas, then make copies of these meeting agenda templates
• To work with databases, then read all of the slides from COSC 380 Intro to Databases
• To design and implement growth marketing strategies, then explore Velocity Growth training courses
• To communicate with people from different backgrounds, then read this book summary on So What? How to Communicate What Really Matters to Your Audience
• To do anything in sales or marketing, then watch all of Alex Hormozi’s Training Videos from $100M Leads and $100M Offers
• To work in sales or business development, then consume all of the If Cash Is King, then Sales Is Queen 2.0 Content
• To get started as a freelancer, then download these Freelancer Templates
• To leverage SEO, then review these SEO Resources
• To improve your communication with colleagues when working remotely, then use these Start, During, and Close of Buinsess (COB) Checklists
• To better understand finance equations and vocabulary words, then save this Finance Cheat Sheet
• To access resources and events for a career in private equity, then join the Association for Corporate Growth
• To serve in a Chief of Staff role or improve your onboarding experience, then learn How to Onboard Yourself in 30 Days
• To help your company run better, then use Operational Templates from Coaching Founder
• To measure Key Performance Indicators (KPIs), then make a copy of The Essential KPI Guide For 7-Figure Businesses Template
• To write better blog content, then focus on Getting Endless Customers With The Big 5™
• To prioritize projects with ICE, then read Impact * Confidence * Ease (ICE) Scores – All You Need to Know and Idea Prioritization With ICE and The Confidence Meter
• To ask better questions, then pick your favorites from Neuro-Emotional Persuasion Questioning (NEPQ)
• To get better testimonials from customers, then apply the Reverse Testimonials Framework
• To have a practical understanding of the art and science of financial statements, then read the book Financial Intelligence

 General Advice

1. Relationships matter most in finding work and play that you love
2. Re-roll every aspect of your life (except your spouse) every 3-5 years
3. To prevent mentoring relationships from feeling one way, you can ask your mentor “Can I help you?” in every interaction and follow up to tell them how their advice and insights made a positive impact on you
4. 25 years with 4 quarters = 100 quarters, which means you can do nothing productive toward your goals for 3-month periods and still have a successful life